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Post by Aelis on Aug 14, 2006 17:23:31 GMT -5
Shady made her way into the lands. As the sunshine cast upon her pelt it sent of a sort of glow. Her movements where swift and graceful. Swift as a fox, graceful as a swan. Wondering and thinking were like sleeping - she wanted to stay awake so badly sometimes when she was younger, to explore the night, but her body did not have the same idea. It preferred to cease much of its movement and ship her mind off to dreamland to be chased my cougar and to side with wolves and wake up seconds before she wiped out every light on the planet. It was that same with her mind - she wished she could shut don't that part of her that had questions; wished she could live simply by instinct - eat, sleep, do as told. . . or not. Why wouldn't someone else take over thinking and do all the telling? It would be nice to go even a single day without the endless struggle to remember why shewas here, to remind herself she had a purpose in life. What the purpose was, she didnt know. Sometimes she wanted so badly to end it all – to slip from the seemingly endless life ‘o following and obeying where shesaw fit – thelife ‘o a mare. the bright, yet emotionless pits that were her ooids snapped open once more as she stared moodily at the earth, striking out at it wrathfully with a single dagger from her position on the earth, and all the time thinking to herself, fighting an ongoing battle within. She couldn’t help wondering if th' gods had a plan in store for her – something that would stimulate her twisted mind, or if sh’ was simply a piece ‘o property waiting to be claimed, as she had been with so many others – only there to be used and then tossed aside like a broken toy. She had followed her sharp equine instincts here from far away lands, though she couldn’t help but find herself wondering.
(Hehe postie redo im rushed)
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Post by 2117716 on Aug 14, 2006 17:37:34 GMT -5
Rocket galloped in and saw Shady standing in the terra. He smiled to himself and wondered if she liked it or not. That he did not knwo and that he wouldnt care about. He looked around in his own terra and saw a nice stream that he walked over and took a drink before talking to Shady. He walked over to her and said, Hello m'love I see you made it safely to my terra. Rocket swirled on his haunches to see the sound that he heard behind him as he flicked his auds listening to the sound. What he saw with his two orbs. What he saw sitting on the fresh green grass was a little blue bird. Then he turned his attention back to Shady.
He wanted to know what happened while she was away and who's terra she joined for a few months. He got a deep dark feeling in the pit of his stomach as he thought of the other terra's had stallions. He wanted to know what happened but he wouldnt ask. He looked at her and then clipped the Earth with his talon. He looked up at the sky and thought to himself, How could my life get any better! He looked back at Shady and smiled. So tell me... what was Cat's attitude... did she go with the darks or the lights. What about Sept? I wish I could have been there but the fight brought me away! I couldnt find my way back! Rocket said looking at his mare. It seemed like peice and quite without Cat around yelling "pancake!". Somehow he missed it but then he didnt.
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Post by Aelis on Aug 15, 2006 11:34:29 GMT -5
What was she supposed to have done? Lord knew Cat could be very stubborn and what she wanted, she got. It had been a constant battle between them before Shady just let her go, she wouldnt take Cats crap anymore. But then she found herself alone, for days earlier they ahd met up with Shadys brother and Sept, intrigued by the idea of seeing the world, left with him to journey some more. She rolled her orbs for a moment though not towards Rockets queststion. Face it. Cat was stubborn as hundreds of mules. Her orbs narrowed slightly, recollecting her thoughts, and herself for that matter. She often found herself wondering how things would ahve worked out if they stayed in Alpine Mountains, or if Sept didnt leave, or if Cat was still with her, or if both where there beside her. She began to wonder.
As she came back to reality she finally spoke to tell Rocket about their son and daughter. Cat found a herd with a dark stallion and left to be his lead mare, Sept is with my brotehr traveling across the world she said, a bit of bitterness was detectable in her tones. She never thought both would leave so soon, and so unexpectedly no to mention harshly. Dagger lashed out at the earth again. She could hear Cats voice echoing now, screeching her favourite word, or what ahd sued to be. Yes she remembered the filly trampling animals and or object and just shouting pancake, and that was all she used to say, for a while anyways, then she really started talking. And now she was gone, opposite alliance too. So what would happen if a war fell upon them and Catastrophe included herself in it? Shady didnt want to even think about the outcome. Shady would never beable to actually harm Cat.
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Post by 2117716 on Aug 15, 2006 13:15:50 GMT -5
Rocket flashed his orbs around and listened intently. Should be good for them. Rocket said. Rocket could tell the bitterness in her voice that she didnt want to talk about it so he wouldnt force the subject. He noticed that she also didnt seem to feel comfortable around him. But he understood because he hadnt seen her in a few years so he could understand!
He looked at the grass below his hooves and moved his hoof around in little circles. He was nervous because he didnt know what was really going on around him all the way. He was sure that he would no soon. He looked back up facing Shady and tried to look her into the eyes. He could see that she was resisting to look at him.
He wasnt going to ask any more questions of the life of the past.
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Post by Aelis on Aug 15, 2006 13:27:29 GMT -5
She snorted lightly, light alliance or not she still held some of her dark traits. Good for them, as if. She could see right through Cats stallion, and her brother was hardly alive. Was she the only sane one around her? Seriously. As if it werent bad enough both were gone but he thinks its good for them. Though she didnt mention this to him, she was definitly thinking it right about now. But Cat would eventually she shunned aside, Sept would grow bored of constantly moving and they would come flooding back to them, that was her prediction. She stood by her word that they had been idiots. Might as well have stayed with the other herd, no support here, she could clearly see that much. As she pondered how to reply to him she couldnt help but wonder if their relationship, was still there. For all they knew nearly a years seperation could have damaged it for good. Maybe.
As she came abck to her senses she replied to him with one word, one word which told whether she liked his comment or not. Indeed she replied to him. Didnt give away much of what she was thinking, but she had always been like that so what difference did it make? None really. Shady never would be truely lught, she would always hold her dark qualties somewhere. She was probably more of a neutral then anything. Both parents ahd been dark, she was brought up to be dark. So having dark traits would be quite normal. So she wouldnt be the perfect light, heck she could turn dark again any moment if she wished and could slip into her dark self very easily and never come out of it. Never did know with Shady, she never told anyone if she was sad, mad, depressed, ill or hurt. Because she never had been able to tell anyone that so she just never mentioned it. Just like her past, she kept it quiet, no one needed to know why she hated ehr parents, her father most of all.
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Post by 2117716 on Aug 15, 2006 13:39:48 GMT -5
Rocket smile faded to a frown. He knew they both have changed over the years. There was no help for them unless they really talked. Rocket wanted to kick himself for being so useless. He was a failure. He could instantly tell that Shady didnt want to be there with him. She never did have to accept to come here in his terra with him.... it was all her choice. He wouldnt be mean any longer.
He could feel the angerl welling up and he promised himself to never go dark again. He had done bad things being dark. hmm. Rocket said but he didnt really have anything to say to her. He had told her where he went to. If he didnt he would definatly tell her right away. He wanted everything to work out but maybe it wouldnt.
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Post by Aelis on Aug 15, 2006 13:47:21 GMT -5
She could remember better then anyone, aside from rocket himself the bad things he had done as a dark. He rorbs had fogge dover somewhat with memories. She flinched and came back to reality. She really, really dint want to think about that right now, for she could remember every death of 'The Day' and she would hate to ever have to relieve it again. She just wouldnt go down that road because the memories where terrible. Maybe if at the time he knew how it felt, he might have stopped, but then again maybe not, she had no clue.
Shady looked around her though didnt reply at all to what he said, her weight shifted, it wasnt that she didnt want to be here it was just that she ahd no idea what to say to him, she neve rhad known, probably never would know. Simple as that, she had very bad social skills, hooray for that. Wasnt really her fault though. Constant beating as a foal, especially if she spoke without being given permission. Yes her father was cruel and ehr mother just let it happen, of course she had disappoinetd them greatly. They didnt waste time making her leave.
She hated her parents with all the hate she had, mind them it was quite alot. With the heat of a thousand suns she hated them and they would burn in Hell. Mark her words, they would pay. Pay for constantly beating on her for no reason except for their enjoyment, no one ever tried to stop them, they just let it happen, now of course when her brother was born she didnt recall him ever being beaten upon, no he was favoured by them. Never her, always him and thats how life went.
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Post by 2117716 on Aug 15, 2006 14:00:35 GMT -5
Rocket sat there in silence not knowing what to say. You know you dont have to stay if you dont want to! I am done with forcing. Rocket finally said. The words were out and he didnt know what she would say. He didnt want her to sit around here and not be happy all the time. He wanted Shady to be happy and not be around him if he was being to boring. He would be a little sad if she decided to leave but he could get over it... maybe. If he didnt he probably would die but that was to himself that he wouldnt tell Shady.
He didnt want to become a person of his past. His parents who were also darks told him never to care about a mare.... but he had to. It was just to mean. His sire always taught him to find all the dark mares and then you have a perfect life. Rocket winced as he rmemebers his sire telling him this stuff and the stuff in the past with Shady. He wished his brain would be gone with all his memory so he never had to remember any of this!
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Post by Aelis on Oct 9, 2006 12:24:25 GMT -5
Shady looked at Rocket Good for everyone else you are! If I wished to have left I would have already, and if I hated you I would not have come she said though it sounded he wished her to leave. She had always been rather stubborn, there was probably no changing that, atleast her personality was unique, no one quite like her. And Iwould be a lie to say she didnt love him because she did, and funny how things worked out dealing with the past and all. Though she found a way to forgive...somewhat, but thje forgetting part seemed to be harder then she would have thought. But how to forget such an event?
Shady glanced at him before walking away, she could atleast look around if she were to reside here. As for her name, Shadow Heart had never made much reason as to naming her such. Shady had just become a nickname many had referred to her as and she never bothered to change it. She had played with her lif ein the past, setting herself in life or death situation by using her sharp tounge which quite often got her in trouble. Not like it mattered anymore. She had never used to fear pain, death or lonliness but that had changed. She did fear pain now. Curse the reason for it. She looked back but Rocket was out of view, maybe best she got to cool off on he own, it would shock anyone to see someone you figured dead.
(Sorry its a quick one)
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Post by 2117716 on Oct 9, 2006 21:03:21 GMT -5
Rocket watched her walk off... he didnt know if he should follow or not... he tried calling her name but she obvisouly didnt hear him. He thought about what she had just said... it was hard to translate through his brain. He didnt know if he should go after her... Rocket was confused. He took a step forward. but then stopped. He loved Shady and didnt want to make her mad but he didnt really know what she needed this moment. He rolled his orbs around to see if he could see her but he couldnt she was way out of site.
Rockets past was way to confusing for anyone really to understand...but he thinks Shady knew what it was but not one other would know for sure. The question popped in his head about asking Shady to be his lead mare...he wanted to run and ask her but she would probalby decline at this moment... he wanted to ask her at the right time to make it special...since he wanted to live his life with her. They already had a family but the terrible thing seperated them...which was terrible for Rocket. He missed his family and he didnt know which way to go back so he ventured here.
Rocket looked into the brush and started looking for Shady. Shady...where are you?Rocket called but all he heard was his echo come back to him. He didnt want to loose her but he would come look for her in a while after she had time to cool off...he thought that was a good idea but he didnt knwo if he would get into trouble for not coming to find her.... Rocket will soon find out.
(its ok mine was quick too... lol.. This is sorta strange lol cause I am about to ask Shady to become lead mare... lol)
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